| shit on shit |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| |  overwhelmed...but content... | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | my auntie's headphones...i think its green day | ] |
well me and daniela made up but shes been pissed at me ever since. i guess i just cant do anything right...i feel like a failure of a friend and a girlfriend and a granddaughter, but at least i dont feel like a failure of a daughter, my mom is proud of everything i do and shes always on my side, except when it comes to me not living with her. but that just shows how much she loves me, i love my mama!!
i went 2 the drive in with max saturday, it was reallllly fun but it made me miss him more but w/e. its better than not seeing him at all
last week i went 2 darien lake with dave daniela and mike and we went on 1 ride(the twister which was awesome!!!! ever tho it was like an hour wait haha), then dave got bored cuz he doesnt ride rides, so mike went with his friend emily and the rest of us left
2 days later i went 2 darien lake with lynn, her bf cory and his friend drew. hmmmm interesting story about this drew kid but he's awesome now that i got 2 know him. HAHAHAH we saw a backstreet boy while we were waiting in line for the mind eraser!!!! they had a concert there that night, it was howie and these girls were like hyperventilating from screaming so much hahah it was great. and lynn and cory fought like usual but it was a fun day altogether
yesterday i went with max and his sister to a destiny's child concert in toronto, the concert was freakin awesome!!!
highlights of the evening:
~hahah theres like 3497562034 tim hortons in canada.
~we've learned that canadian drivers are crazy eh?
~we parked in the blue jays baseball parking ramp and when we rode up the elevator a lady sitting on a chair was asking us 4 our ticket stubs, but when it stopped we just walked out and we got into the game 4 free!! aaahahah, but we didnt go to it. good thing cuz we were kinda lost
~it took us like 10 mins 2 walk from where we parked to the air canada centre(where the concert was)
~while we were driving a homeless guy came up 2 our car witha cup and was like "will u buy me a hot dog" awwww i felt so bad. max jsut rolled up the window haha
~amerie and mario went on b4 destiny's child, and of course DC was the best
~there was a dancin security guard haha
~it took us like twice as long 2 find the ramp where we parked when we got outta the concert...were stupid. there were a lot of homeless people there, 2 be honest i dont think ive ever seen a homeless person b4 then
~it only took us like 1 1/2 hours 2 get back home cuz max drives crazy
soooo after we went 2 denny's with liz and that was fun.
then i went 2 lynn's house expecting a nice long sleep and a normal day after......what was i thinking?!?!?!?!!??!
i was right about the long sleep part. i slept till 12, got up and talked 2 her granny 4 a lil while, which was nice. i like her granny. but then lynn came home from school and they got in a HUUUUUGE fight, a kicking and screaming fight, about lynns bf. so then we left and sat outside her house 4 a while trying 2 find a ride and ended up goin 2 drews moms of course, but thats ok i dont mind it there so much anymore
so 3:00 rolls around and i gotta go home so i walked and i just sat around the whole day. 2mro im hopefully goin 2 the fair with daniela and dave which will be fun cuz they're awesome
2 more weeks till my familia gets hurrr!!!!!!! omg im soooo excited, i havent seen some of them im 2 years, some since last summer. yayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get 2 see my brother!!!!!!!!!! and live with him 4 a week and 2 days haha. |
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| i've never felt so shitty in my life |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|03:57 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| |  shitty | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | making memories of us | ] |
i got dumped woo hoo. i also lost my best friend, who knows if its guna be temporary or permanent. fuck all this shit i hate the world right now.
yea me and daniela are in a fight...surprised? yea me too. and im the one who got mad first. but im not guna put all the details on here its 2 personal and i havent even told her why im mad yet, so yea that wouldnt be right.
but anyways i cant explain how unwanted and friendless i feel right now. i seriously feel like i dont wanna move or eat or talk to anyone and i already ran out of tears. but i cant just keep hiding my feelings and expect them 2 go away...
o yea daniela that country song i love is called making memories of us
this sux cuz im mad at my grandparents cuz if it werent for them maybe i could actually keep a boyfriend or have more than 2 friends. fuck them i hope 1 day they realize how much they have ruined my life..damn overprotective bitches
im guna read this in 2 weeks and be like "ugh why was i so negative" so im guna put some positive stuff in here.
me and lynn hung out and it was fun (till i went with max and he broke up with me haha, then her bf broke up with her when i got back 2 her house...it was a great day!)
i slept over savannah's dad's house and that was fun, it got my mind off stuff. HAHAHAHA we were going 2 the casino 4 dinner, but we ended up not eating there, anyways, we were in the elevator and it was dead silent and savannahs dad started smacking his lips so we all looked at him and he was eating relish from a little packet ahahhahahahah it was hilarious, he was drunk |
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| dont you love when u lose what u wrote in ur journal....twice!!!!!!! |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| | k maybe im still frustrated | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | mesmorized-ashanti | ] |
i still cant get over how amazing this summer has been and how grateful i am for it
this week...
i went 2 canal fest with savannah and it was hilarious
max came back from NYC and OMG he bought me a louis vuitton purse!! and a wallet 2 match!!! daniela saw the price tags and of course she told me but we wont put that on here. but omg i was soooo happy 2 see him, i missed him a lot
after work last friday i went 2 max's with daniela, then we all went 2 wild wings and dave and jerry came too. that was fun. then i slept over daniela's and we stayed up till 4 am lol. then the next day we hung out with max 4 a while, went 2 teds 4 lunch
i hung out with mike and he's freakin awesome so that was fun too.
then sunday i went 2 the craft show with my grandma and my auntie but i hung out with mike most of the time there.
later i went with max 2 the fireworks and daniela went with dave. then me and max went and sat outside teds and waited 4 everyone 2 get outta work. hahah he was flashing liz in the window, hes hilarious. but its so fun 2 just sit in his truck with him hahahahahha hes so funny. then we hung out with liz and lee in the teds parking lot 4 a while and daniela and dave showed up. then my grandma called and i got scared so i went home, but max was being cute, i love when he does that...awwww
then 2day i went 2 the waterpark in niagara falls with max, daniela, scott and dave. it wasnt that great of a waterpark but they are so fun 2 hang out with so it was fun..of course. after we went 2 zebbs...or is it zebs? o well but yea then me and daniela and molly went 2 dairy queen, then back 2 my house 4 a while. then max came over and he was being cute again when daniela and molly left. haha then he left 2 go ride bikes with people lol.
today zack imed me and apoligized for flipping out on me yesterday cuz of what i put in here about him b4. he's prolly right and i shouldn't have posted that about him in here. and he did have a right 2 get mad, cuz if stuff was spread about me i would get mad 2 but w/e...i thought it was sooo nice of him 2 apoligize cuz he really didnt have to but he chose 2 be the bigger man. so...thanx zack and im apoligizing too, for posting stuff about u. im glad were all good now, although u still think i dont wanna talk to u...o well. g/l in texas, have fun and send me a postcard lol
ok now that im done being frustrated that i lost my entry TWICE...i can go to bed...nighty nite errrbody |
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| canal fest!!!!!!!! |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|09:43 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | that one song that i love that i dont know the name of... | ] |
i still looooooooooooooooove summer more than ever!!!!!!
hmmm i havent updated in while, at least it seems that way. hmmmmm....well im dating max from work, haha hes awesome. hes in NYC right now, he sent me a picture and awwwww its so pretty hehe.
in the past couple weeks....
the best part was goin 2 the drive in with max, daniela went with dave. haha i wish i could do that every night. we went 2 denny's after and the waitress seemed a lil annoyed with us, but it was soooooooooooooooooooooo fun, and i saw a shooting star!!! woo hoo
hmmm i've just been hanging out with daniela and max like every day haha, they rock my world and summer would NOT be this fun without them.
savannah is hurrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and daniela went 2 the mall with her the other day and we saw mike and kali thurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, awww she's got the cutest dog!!!!!!!! woof woof...anyways lol
i have senior pictures 2mro morning, yayy
my aunt nicole's bridal shower was sunday i helped host that cuz im a bridesmaid in her wedding, it was realllllly nice, i wanna have all my banquets there haha. but yea i cant wait till the wedding..i looove gettin all dressed up and stuff, its really fun. i get 2 do that 2mro for senior pictures woo hoo.
2day i worked allll day, then came home, called max, called daniela. she came over and we went 2 canal fest for like 10 mins haha, damn 9:00 driving limit thing. but we saw brian and freddy and zack stofle and arlotta and like 239456027364508723 other people that we have nicknames for hahahhaa
o yea i also saw zack, i heard from a few people that he told them i had sex with him. WHICH I DIDNT!!! ugh omg, all this shit to stay a virgin but no it all gets blown away with someone talking shit. well i might as well just go be a whore and go have sex with random people now (call me ;-)lol) also, doug hall told me waaaaay back in like september that zack was telling people that. sooo i kinda believe something when 3 different people tell me that, and at completely different times. well, thanx zack,i appreciate your respect for me. hahaha max and daniela saw zack at a gas station and max was like "got any tips for amanda for me?" and zack was like huh?, o well, he can move on to better and prettier chica's with nicer boobs now haha. and i can move on to max ;-D yayyyyyyy....awwwwwww he's the best
ok off to bed so i can get my beauty rest...hahah jk, im not that self centered... |
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| YESSSSS!!! |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| | extreeeeeeeemely happy !!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | a lil bit | ] |
so far summer still hasnt lost its touch haha.
yesterday i woke up, took a shower and drove around with my grandma for like an hour. it was good quality time lol. then when i got home daniela gave me a ring a ling and she asked if i wanted them (her max and gerry) to come pick me up. of course i said yes!!!!! so we drove to burger king in tonawanda hahaha. they were all wearing awesome sunglasses, max looked like that black guy from star trek...the one with the straight glasses who was on reading rainbow too. LMAO it was really funny. hahahahhaha and daniela had big pink ones on and she wore a teds hat backwards and put a burger king hat on over that one. wow i love allll of those people, i cant get enough, cant get enough, cant get enough (its a song)
so then me and max got married at the church across from burger king hahahahahhahaha. then max dropped us off and went 2 work.
me and daniela drove 2 the bank and tops and bj's to get dippin dots and pizza....mmmmmmmmm. then we got home super late and her mom yelled at her. soooo then we got in our bathing suits and didnt go swimming haha, but we hung out with molly 4 a lil while.
so then i went 2 work at 7, i worked with max YAY!! we talked 2 the manager about sex and threesomes and all that fun stuff haha, it was fun. so max asked me if i wanted 2g2 his friends house after with some people and i said sure since i was goin 2 my moms that night.
awwww after work daniela was waiting for me hahahahha. she was with dave, and liz and lee were there too haha. but i got permission from my mama and we all went 2 mcdonalds. after like an hour of fighting about where danielle could go, we split up. dave wanted her 2g2 the boathouse with him, me and max wanted 2g2 lee's house, so did daniela. but dave had 2 have his way and daniela did wanna make him mad so she went2 the boathouse and me and max met liz and lee at lee's house. OMG!!!!!!! i looooove hanging out with alll of these people haahha i cannot say it enough.
so anyways...haha we wanted 2 go in the hot tub but i didnt have my bathing suit with me. so i wore max's tank top and he gave me shorts he found in his truck, which happened to be liz's lmao. it was fun for the 15 mins we were in there, then max drove me back 2 my mom's house and we didnt get lost yayy!!!! i was like 4 mins late!!!! awww my mom was so cute about it tho, she made a joke out of it, i loooove her.
2day was my family picnic and i had fun!!! thats a good thing cuz i HATE being bored with my family cuz it just makes me dislike them. but omg i was seriously guna cry cuz i didnt want 2 leave my mom haha....separation anxiety. she left 2 go visit her old work that was across the street and when she got back i was like "MOM!!!!!!!" and i went and hugged her, awwww i miss her already.
yesssss 2 days till the 4th of july (and mike's b-day) ...can't wait!!!! i get 2 hang out with max, daniela and molly once again and have the best time everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! |
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| yay fun summer!!! |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|07:00 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| | SUMMER!!!!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | pretty green eyes... | ] |
wow i loooove summer so far, its loaded with fun and fun.
last weekend was awesome. me daniela and molly hung out with aaron and other people friday saturday AND sunday!!! woah nelly lol. sunday was aaron's surprise b-day party, it was super fun, i loooved swimming in kt's pool, i dunno why but its amazing haha. then monday i didnt do anything all day till daniela and molly came over and we went 2 the park and drove around 4 a lil while.
tuesday i was stuck at home cuz i went out so much all weekend and stuff. but people visited me and i was sooo happy !!!! first i hung out with zack stofle and eric and his brother. we went 2 andersons and then 2 zack's house. it was fun, awwww his dog is sooooo cute lol it goes like up to my boobs, its a mix of a great dane and a black lab i think...soo cute
then daniela and molly came to visit me for a few minutes haha, they were on a collosso (sp?) taco hunt. then mike stopped by for a few mins also.
but WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! woah nelly!!!!!! that was the best day of summer yet, not even joking!! k...first, i went over 2 danielas house. then molly came over. then we called max and decided to hang out with him. sOOOOOOOO he came over and rated guys haha, and then he was harassing mike once again (sorry bout that mike...) we went 2 teds and got our checks and drove to deedee's in niagara falls. its this ice cream place, it was really good. HAHAHAHA max was HILARIOUS, for example....
"why did they give me so much ice cream...do they want me to have diarrhea in their bathrooms? wait do they have bathrooms?"
(says to old lady) "hey..."
theres more but u just had 2 be there...
so then we went back to daniela's and zack came over and we went swimming at molly's aunt's house, that was fun. then we went back to daniela's, zack left and we went 2 duff's with max. lol once AGAIN... it was really fun and hilarious. omg daniela and molly are the best 2 hang out with, haha we have so much fun no matter what were doing. and i love max...who doesnt?
then we were driving home and the drama started...dun dun dun...dave called daniela's phone and was getting realllly pissed off cuz she was with max. yea...hes just a liiiiitle bit controlling.
but we got back 2 daniela's and zack was there waiting 4 us and dave came 2 get daniela and we went 2 the drive in. me and molly sat in zack's truck, daniela sat in dave's truck, and max liz and laura were all in max's truck. we saw war of the worlds and the longest yard...both good movies. even tho i didnt really watch too much of them, we kept taking trips 2 the bathroom and the snack bar haha, OMG me and molly went with zack and max and on the way out there were a bunch of girls sitting on the video game car things and max pointed 2 zakc and he's like "he wont fuck me" hahahahah zack like ran out and i couldnt stop laughing. and during the intermission was hilarious cuz daniela was acting drunk and hanging on me and molly and we were walking allll over the drive in saying "max? is that you...oh sorry....max? ...." haha, then we went and sat on the wooden thing and max came over 2 talk 2 us and dave got reallllly pissed after a while and hes like "alright im leaving" and drove off, but luckily daniela had his phone so they had 2 confront each other, so she left with him, and i wish she didnt. but me max and molly all sat and talked 4 a while and it was awesome. i love max and molly, and daniela but she wasnt there thanx to some ho, haha jk. but then some security guy asked us 2 go back 2 our vehicles so we went back 2 sit with zack and he was all pissed too but he was fine after a lil while.
after the movie we all went back 2 daniela's at like 2 30 and hung out 4 a lil bit. then max and dave and liz left 2 set off a firecracker haha. then zack left and it was wonderful old me, daniela and molly together!!!!! we had some ice cream, then a hot dog ahha, then we finally went 2 bed at like 4 30 or 5. HAHAHHA all 3 of us fit in daniela's twin bed the whole night. i left at noon while they were still sleeping....awww they're so cute.
and 2day was just another day...im looking 4ward to more fun times like wednesday. call me!!!! |
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| these boots are made for walking... |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|12:01 pm] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | these boots are made for walkin | ] |
yay...its been a fun week. a LOT more fun that last years exam week, wow i remember that, thats wheni just started 2 realize that i can never hang out with people. but anyways...
last sunday was the chicken dinner from the NTC carnival....mmmmmmm that was sooo good. NO one makes better chicken than that, i swear.
msunday i got called off work once again, then my parents came 2 pick me up and i slept over...it was fun. then i came home monday night, helped my grandma with my aunt nicole's shower stuff and studied my ass off for my US history exam, i tink i did good, i hope lol. the chem exam was waaaaaaaaay too hard tho, i hope i didnt get 2 bad of a gade on it cuz i dont wananhave to go through my grandparents getting all pissy about that. but my math exam, wow!!! i loved it haha, it was pretty easy, i dont thinki could get 100 like mike on his precalc (stupid genius lol) gbut school's over!!!!!!!! yesssss finally
wednesday i went 2 the mall with daniela and got some new clothes yay!! we were supposed 2 be at a math review lol, my grandma isnt stupid, she knows i didnt go. but o well shes over it. yesterday i did sooo much housework, i weeded the garden alll the way around my house, and me and my auntie helped my grandma clean out our back room (which was a freaking tonado) so someone can stay in there when people come for the wedding. i've decided that this summer when i have 2 be home im not guna sit on may ass and watch tv and get fat, im guna clean and exercise and do things that have 2 be done. yay!!! im sooo excited.
2day daniela's havin a pool partaaaaaay, yay.
off to get ready.....hasta luego |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:21 am] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| | hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | dontcha wish ur girlfriend was hottt like me? | ] |
im at daniela's house right now. dave is hurrr, aww they're so cute 2gether...
2day i went 2 darien lake at like 12 with daniela, max, jerry and dave. jerry had 2 leave like and hour after we got there because he had a doctor's appt. with a specialist haha, but we had sooo much fun waiting in line 4 the viper. hahahah (little girl): "i think he's gay..."....."max i told u i shouldnt wear this shirt!!! it has stripes" lmao!! then we went to the mind eraser but the line was too long so we turned around to leave and on the way out, max told some girl it was closed cuz somone got diarreah (spelling? hahahahhahaha that was hilarious!! lol then we saw this HUGE fish in the pond and we were feeding it kettle corn. soooo then it started raining and we got some fries and sat and ate them, then we decided to leave. hahah awe went on one ride, but it was still sooooo fun!!! i cant wait 2 go back with them.
when we got back we jsut hung out daniela's for a while, then we went 2 mississippi mudds and stuffed ourselves. then we went 2 teds for milkshakes and to visit max. hahahah that was funny too. me and daniela couldnt stop laughing and we spit milkshake all over the tables LMAO!!!!!! hahahahah that was funny. so then we came back and daniela slept, i called mi mama, and now dave's here. zack was supposed to come but it didnt work out. o well, maybe some other time.
hahaha this was a fun day, then shitty cuz of my grandma, now fun again. |
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| SUMMER!!!!!!!! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|11:35 am] |
| [ | tell me...how do you feeeel? |
| | motivated!!??? | ] |
| [ | do you hear what i hear? |
| | get the party started...remember that song? | ] |
i took the sat's...i think i did ok (i hope) but they were really long and annoying. but they are done and thats all that matters.
the last week of school was awesome cuz it was the last week of school!!!! me and daniela have been getting on each others nerves but hey! thats what best friends do. especially when they are 2gether 24/7 lol. but shes soooo fun to hang out with and go cruuuuuisin with(love ya hun <--- hahah remember that?)
on moving up day i went 2 pizza hut with mike and caitlin and kacy. WOAH NELLY it was fun. we were laughing sooo hard and we have like 3495623 (three million, four hundred ninety five thousand, six hundred twenty three...hehe) inside jokes from that now..."i think ill go get a salad" *falls alseep on the salad bar*..."thin pizza...NOT THE BEST!!! YOUM"..."we can leave as soon as im done filling my water bottle" *drip, drip, drip* "PUT THAT IN THERE" hahahaha ok thats enough
me and daniela drove to buffalo so we could see savannah's dad's house and we surprisingly had no trouble finding it, lol except for when she was about to turn down his street but realized it was one way so she stopped in the middle of her turn and tried to get back into the lane and drove on the wrong side of the road. then we got soooo scared after we realized that there was a state cop right behind us hahahahaha, why he didnt stop us...we will never know. then we drove around for like 2374754 hours trying to find somewhere to go for ice cream, and we ended up going to carvel and got some bad ice cream. woo hoo
yesterday i hung out with mike most of the day. awww it was fun, hes so cute. lol we danced in his living room to cotton eyed joe and then we were dead after that. we listened to all the stuff on his computer and he showed me this song kaitlin fritz did and she sings sooooo good! then we tried 2 study for english but it didnt work. then he had to go to work so i went to hang out with daniela and molly for a lil while till she had to work.
a couple nights ago i imed zack and we were talking about the good old times lol, aww that was fun. its nice to talk to him again.
so far i like my summer, i havent been sitting at home doing nothing every day lol.
last night there was an amazing thunderstorm and me and my auntie sat on the porch and watched it. then daniela called me afterwrokd and invited me 2 darien lake friday with max and dave!!! that should be super fun lol.
o yea this morning i woke up and there was a smoothie maker sitting on my table, cant wait to use it!!!!
ok off to eat....mmmmmmm everyone enjoy your summer!!! |
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